Dark Poetry: Choking in my Memories…

Choking in my Memories…

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Peacefully sleeping

Relaxing

Maybe even dreaming

About the future ahead

Comforting

Just hovering

Until things

Turn around

Changing

Images flashing

Burning

In the back of my head

Shallow breathing

Trembling

Sanity fading

I feel like I’m drowning

Suddenly

Fear rushes through my veins

Silently screaming

Fighting

To open my eyes

Falling

Through events from the past

Invisibly crying

Panicking

Until I stumble

Back into reality

Rough awakening

Sweating

Uncontrollable shivering

My heart’s rapid beating

Emotional freezing

Paralyzing

Images still echoing

Through my mind

No escaping

These nightmares

Still shaking

Feels like dying

When I’m

Choking

In my memories…

–

Just Patty

 

 

 

 

Dark Poetry: Unwelcome visitor

Unwelcome visitor

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Just the other day

I was thinking about you

Thought you left me for good

Thought I got through

 –

But then, this night

You came creeping up on me again

Leaving me, shivering in agony

While laughing like a madman

 –

You make me sick

You make me cry

You are haunting me with heartbreaking goodbyes

Let me believe that happiness is just another lie

 –

Will I ever get rid of you?

Will you ever set me free

Will I recover from your last attack?

Will I ever be just me?

 –

Your horrible dark soul

Your persistent hunger to break my spirit

The disgusting images you engrave in my mind

Leaving me screaming in my blanket

 –

But I will keep fighting

With everything I possess

That’s a promise, my demonic nightmare

I will get out of your mess

–

Just Patty