Choking in my Memories…
–
Peacefully sleeping
Relaxing
Maybe even dreaming
About the future ahead
Comforting
Just hovering
Until things
Turn around
Changing
Images flashing
Burning
In the back of my head
Shallow breathing
Trembling
Sanity fading
I feel like I’m drowning
Suddenly
Fear rushes through my veins
Silently screaming
Fighting
To open my eyes
Falling
Through events from the past
Invisibly crying
Panicking
Until I stumble
Back into reality
Rough awakening
Sweating
Uncontrollable shivering
My heart’s rapid beating
Emotional freezing
Paralyzing
Images still echoing
Through my mind
No escaping
These nightmares
Still shaking
Feels like dying
When I’m
Choking
In my memories…
–
Just Patty