Poetry for today: Running out of time

Running out of time

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Tick tack

Tick tock

Running, racing

Against the clock

 –

Tick tock

Tick tack

Dodging borders

Ignore another flashback

 –

Tick tack

Tick tock

Climbing, falling

Breaking the next lock

 –

Tick tock

Tick tack

Searching answers

Before the world turns black

 –

Tick tack

Tick tock

Until Death whispers:

‘Time is up’

–

Just Patty

 

 

 

 

Quotes for today: Suicide prevention

 

If you are thinking about committing suicide or you know someone who is suicidal, don’t hesitate! Talk!

TALK! People can’t read your mind, you have to talk about it!

No.

It isn’t over until it’s over. You can always make a change. You always have a choice.

I know, I’ve been there.

You are a warrior. FIGHT!

You are. You matter.

True. And that’s a slow, painful death.

 But I know, no one cares right?

There is always someone who cares. There is always someone who needs you in this world!

Yes you can! Get help, TALK! Keep fighting!

I am here. I will listen.

Just do. Don’t turn your back on someone who needs you.

Be aware! Look out for the signs!

Don’t Judge, Just Care.

Take the badge, stand up and speak up!

Lots of Love,

Patty

 

 

 

Spoken Poetry: Hush…

Click here to listen–> Hush…

Hush…

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Hush, my darling

Don’t say a thing

Just listen to my voice

When your heart is breaking

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Hush, my darling

Please, do not fade

My body is away now

But my love for you stayed

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Hush, my darling

Don’t you cry

You can see me looking down

When you look at the sky

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Hush, my darling

Do not despair

Even though I am gone

And life is unfair

–

Hush, my darling

Don’t be hurt so deeply

My pain is over now

And my spirit is finally free

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Hush now, my darling

Please, do not hide

My soul will always and forever be

right by your side…

–

Just Patty

Duet Poem with Phen: Reaching from the other side

I am thrilled that I had the pleasure to write with my friend Phen again!

Phen is an awesome poet and I urge everyone to take a look at his blog —> http://darknesswarmth.wordpress.com/

and follow him if you aren’t following him already.

Thank you so much for writing with me again, my friend! 🙂 ❤

If you want to write a duet with me as well, let me know on THIS page. All you have to do is ask! 🙂

Lots of Love

Patty

Reaching from the other side

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I stare in the distance

Searching

Waiting

For your return

A promise made

Sealed by the softest kiss

And just as volatile

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Clandestine

Crestfallen

I walked so long

To find your warm

Diaphanous touch

What came to pass

Betwixt our dreams?

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I hope to see a glimpse

Of passion

Affection

In your eyes

An undeniable love

Pleaded with fire

And just as destructive

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Ignited paroxysm

Seeks lost intervals,

I stand

Beside falling passion,

Sense me here!

Folding beneath

Your searching eyes

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I pray for one last day

Embraced

Without haste

In your arms

A safe and gentle place

Like a fairytale

And just as untrue

 –

Connects consume

The frailty of day,

Is your grasp

An illusion?

In your arms I slip

away, a phantom

Nevermore to stay

–

Phen & Just Patty

Poetry: Let’s Pretend…

Let’s pretend

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Let’s pretend

That my tears stopped falling

And you would come when I’m calling

So my soul can stop bleeding

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Let’s pretend

Just for a moment

That times are still pleasant

And I can feel your embracement

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Let’s pretend

That my heart was never fractured

My calls didn’t stay unanswered

And my hope never got shattered

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Let’s pretend

You are still with me

Living free and happily

Enjoying life in all its beauty

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Let’s pretend

Just for a little while

That I am still able to smile

And fate didn’t beguile

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Let’s pretend

We never had to say goodbye

That it was all a nightmare and a lie

Let’s just pretend…

 

That you did not die

–

Just Patty

 

A dark Haiku for today

In loving memory of Ajay

 

Ajay Mody {Ajaytao}

‘It is with heavy heart and deep sadness that we mourn the passing away of Ajay Mody, also known as Ajaytao, blogger of “Ajaytao2010” and the “Ajaytao Botanical Photography” blogs. He left this world on the 10th August 2014 after a short illness at his home in Mumbai, India.‘

I stare at the screen in shock while I read these words on the blog of my friend Vijay.

Our dear friend Ajay, gone…

I cannot believe this, the world has lost an angel. A pure, white rose.

Dear Ajay, my sweet friend, this is for you. Know that I will always carry you in my heart. You will be missed. Thank you for all the love and kindness you showed me and many others. I am blessed that I have met you. ❤

A beautiful white rose

Honest and sincere

Soft pedestals of kindness

Touching hearts, far or near

 –

A perfect white rose

Sweet and loving

Embracing with warmth

Always there, always caring

 –

A pure white rose

Spreading love, shining bright

To all those around

A beacon of light

 –

Goodbye my dear friend

Until we meet again

Lots of love

Patty

Repost poem: This is it… (suicide)

This is it

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This is it

Right now

This is where it all ends

The pain

The suffering

Self-hate

Never good enough

Or

Strong enough

It’s time

To leave it all behind

A thousand untold stories

The madness

The cruelty

Right now

It has to end

My life

Because

I am done

Done fighting

Done struggling

This is the end

No more sorrow

For me

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This is it

Right now

This is where it all begins

The pain

The suffering

Guilt

It wasn’t enough

Or

I did it wrong

This time

I was left behind

A thousand questions unanswered

The hurt

The grief

Right now

Because you ended

Your life

But

I wasn’t done

Done saving

Done caring

This is the beginning

Only sorrow

For me…

– Just Patty –

Don’t give up yet, click the picture for help.

You are not alone. I am right here to listen…

Click for more information about suicide—> Battling an All Ending Monster.

Lots of love

Patty

Spoken Dark Poetry: When the Devil leaves his lair…

Click to listen–> When the Devil leaves his lair…

When the devil leaves his lair

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Howling in the night, like a monstrous beast

Ready to fight, hell gets unleased

Running is in vain, there is nowhere to go

Can you stay sane? While crying of sorrow?

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Closing in, it’s crawling near

You cannot win, just shiver in fear

It doesn’t matter, the gates of hell are open

Viscous anger, ready for action

 –

Do you believe in evil? Well, you will

When it kills you brutal, and your screams are still

No one will save you, from the nightmare inside

There’s nothing you can do and nowhere to hide

 –

Terror approaching, with sharpened claws

Leaves you bleeding, as it finally withdraws

Tears you apart, limb by limb

Rips out your heart, as the lights grow dim

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One last breath, the final hour

Waiting for death, like a withering flower

Say your goodbyes, a final prayer

Close your eyes, because the devil has left his lair…

–

Just Patty

 

 

 

 

Spoken Dark poetry: Visit from Death

Click to listen—> Visit from Death

Visit from Death

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I can feel it come near

The cold tentacles of Death

And I shiver

As he whispers in my ear

‘I will give you the peace you never had’

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Willingly, I listen carefully

Intrigued by this promise

To escape, to be finally free

A way out of this darkness

 –

Death comes closer

His voice soothing and tempting

‘Come, let’s go together’

Maybe I should take this blessing

 –

I reach out and grab his hand

Too late I see his evil grin

Realizing this will be a painful end

Freezing me from within

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‘Now, say farewell’

He says with a evil hiss

And I just smile

I will let him drag me to hell

Because it can’t be worse than this…

–

Just Patty