Dark Poetry: Unwelcome visitor

Unwelcome visitor

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Just the other day

I was thinking about you

Thought you left me for good

Thought I got through

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But then, this night

You came creeping up on me again

Leaving me, shivering in agony

While laughing like a madman

 –

You make me sick

You make me cry

You are haunting me with heartbreaking goodbyes

Let me believe that happiness is just another lie

 –

Will I ever get rid of you?

Will you ever set me free

Will I recover from your last attack?

Will I ever be just me?

 –

Your horrible dark soul

Your persistent hunger to break my spirit

The disgusting images you engrave in my mind

Leaving me screaming in my blanket

 –

But I will keep fighting

With everything I possess

That’s a promise, my demonic nightmare

I will get out of your mess

–

Just Patty

 

 

 

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Poetry from my poetry book: Can you see?

This is a poem from my poetry book ‘My Wings’.

You can order this book on Amazon and Create Space.

For more information, visit THIS page.

Can you see (All these broken parts of me)

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You can see my smile

But can you see my tears?

And if you do

Will you protect me against my fears?

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You can see my love

But can you see my pain?

And if you do

Will you shelter me against the rain?

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You can see what I have

But can you see what I lost?

And if you do

Will you stay at all cost?

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You can see my light

But can you see the dark?

And if you do

Will you relight the spark?

 –

You can see my strength

But can you see my despair?

And if you do

Will you be there?

 –

You can see my courage

But can you see what I won’t show?

And if you do

Will you be my hero?

 –

All these broken parts of me

You can’t see those if you are just passing by

So can you see

More than meets the eye?

–

Just Patty

 

 

 

A Haiku for PTSD Awareness Month

June is PTSD Awareness Month

Don’t Judge

Just Care

Lots of Love

Patty

 

 

 

 

 

Spoken Dark poetry: Visit from Death

Click to listen—> Visit from Death

Visit from Death

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I can feel it come near

The cold tentacles of Death

And I shiver

As he whispers in my ear

‘I will give you the peace you never had’

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Willingly, I listen carefully

Intrigued by this promise

To escape, to be finally free

A way out of this darkness

 –

Death comes closer

His voice soothing and tempting

‘Come, let’s go together’

Maybe I should take this blessing

 –

I reach out and grab his hand

Too late I see his evil grin

Realizing this will be a painful end

Freezing me from within

 –

‘Now, say farewell’

He says with a evil hiss

And I just smile

I will let him drag me to hell

Because it can’t be worse than this…

–

Just Patty

 

 

 

 

Dark Poetry: Broken Mind…

 

Broken mind

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Inside

A broken mind

Darkness rules with ruthless joy

No escape to find

No backdoor in this evil hell

Just me and my shadows of the past

Haunting

Taunting

Tirelessly torturing

Shamelessly demolishing what I am

What I once was

Innocent

Never any relieve

Never are those memories kind

Just me and my demons from before

Please, nevermore

Spinning in a endless circle

Falling down an ungraceful spiral

Fighting to leave the madness behind

In vain

Insane

No one saves me

No one can make me light

I ignite

Burst into all-consuming flames

Alone

It’s just me and my broken mind…

–

Just Patty

 

 

Poem from my poetry book: I still

Here is another poem from my poetry book ‘My Wings’.

You can get your copy on Create Space or Amazon.

Check out THIS Page for more information.

I Still

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I still feel you

Your spirit inside my heart

My guardian angel stays with me

We will never be apart

 –

I still see you

Your blue eyes in the sky

I can’t let you go

Our love cannot die

 –

I still hear you

Your voice in my head

Telling me to love life

Comforting me when I’m sad

 

I still search for you

Everywhere I go, no matter what I do

I am looking and I won’t stop

Because someday I will find you

 –

I still love you

Words can never explain

How souls can connect

And love can ease the pain…

–

Just Patty

Spoken Dark Poetry: PTSD

June is PTSD Awareness Month

And as most of you might know, I have PTSD.

You can find Links to a couple of articles I wrote about this subject beneath the poem

Don’t judge, just care!

Click to listen —> PTSD

PTSD

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Silently crumbling

Falling apart inside

Having trouble breathing

I’m hurting!

Memories, sharp as blades

Feelings I try to hide

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Silently crying

With a smile on my face

Inside, I am dying

I’m fading!

Lost in the darkness

Drifting through space

 –

Silently breaking

Into a million pieces

I keep falling

I’m bleeding!

Just wish I could forget

A mind burned to ashes

 –

Silently drowning

In a sea of unshed tears I shout

I am choking

I’m aching!

Just want to end it

But… I can’t find a way out

–

Just Patty

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