I have to admit, now the NaPoWriMo challenge is over, I felt kinda lost…
But luckily the amazing Alex Kennedy was there to save me! 🙂
That’s right, we wrote another duet together, a dark one this time.
So buckle up and enjoy the ride!
And when it ends, don’t forget to go over to Alex’s blog to say hi and show him some love for saving me! 🙂
Just Patty –>https://petitemagique.wordpress.com/
Alex & Just Patty
I fall by my will and one day I know I will fall,
Caught by my cold hearted chills,
I’m holding up a window to my soul.
Insomnia mixed with paper-cuts,
Is a formula drink unsafe to gulp,
Calm your nerves you save to cut,
Harm the world, you’ve gave enough,
My target is held and their grave is dug,
I’ve married in hell now we lay in blood,
The amount of times tragedy spellbinds,
My face has turned numb.
Demons in my heart,
Monsters in my eyes,
Feed them your body parts,
Until you’re lying there cross-eyed,
Write about your life,
It teaches you not to fall apart,
We know you don’t force these cries,
They’ve carted you a forestry of lies,
Penny for my thoughts means penny for my rhymes,
Plenty more from this entity with empty empathy,
Pointing the finger and death sentencing me,
If I pick up this pencil no one can eventually end me.
This is payback,
As if I owe you money,
I’m way past irony, it isn’t even funny.
Weather calls for extreme conditions,
The Heavens fall whilst we sit back and listen.
I’m holding my heart over you,
This is the moment of truth,
You’ve stolen my youth,
Now I’m too broken to view,
This picture of me,
I’m holding to you,
A splendid entry in dead-end eternity,
Suicide has in its hooks.
I fall against my will, but with broken wings
Deceived by my darkened heart
I’m holding up a barricade
No one gets in, no one gets out
Nightmares mixed with flashbacks
A poisonous gift from the past
Scream it out, I have had enough!
Sick of Life calling my bluff
I lived in Hell, it’s a peaceful place
Sometimes I can’t even remember my own name
My soul has turned numb
Darkness in my heart
Shadows in my eyes
Dreaming when I’m wide awake
Until you’re lying there all bleed out
Sing about your life
It teaches you not to give up
We know you force these goodbyes
And yet another loved one dies
A look inside my mind will destroy you
Devastating demons crawling through my brain
I can’t even remember the time I was sane
Don’t look at me, I will consume your soul
If Life is just a play, what’s your role?
You can keep all
Owe me nothing
Can you see the irony, don’t you think it’s funny?
Surviving calls for extreme measures
Hell will swallow all whilst we lay down and listen
I have nothing left to give you
Gave it my all
Now I am broken beyond repair
This picture of me
Is not even real
Delusional, optional, I think I will heal
But life was always in vain