I had the honor and the pleasure to write with one of my favorite poets again, my friend
John writes some amazing poetry you should definitely check out! It’s awesome.
Thank you for writing with me again my friend.
Lots of Love
(photo taken by Adriaan Kastelein)
Lost inside this dark hell I call my mind
Maybe happiness is just another lie
It seems like I have been falling forever
With broken wings, you can’t fly
Another soaring dream turned free fall
Panic and fear come directly to the fore
So claustrophobic in this wide open sky
As ground rushes up to annihilate all hope
Falling from grace, no turning back
Losing all that I once had
I would do anything to turn back time
Before this life drove me mad
Grasping desperately to find some resolution
As my irreversible past mocks with wicked intent
To go back and change would not be an answer
But another pitfall to see me deeper in this abyss
My life collapsing underneath my feet
I am nothing but a careless, distant observer
Seeing it all, but there’s nothing that I can do
Than to just endure this brutal torture
Is this what I truly believe to be my fate?
Surely I am not doomed to repeat past atrocities
There must be something more than meets the eye
A new way to turn the overbearing odds in my favor
Suddenly turning my life upside down
I draw my sword and clench my teeth
Prepared to fight to the death with courage renewed.
Stealing victory from the jaws of defeat!