I guess the post of King Nothing worked. I tried very hard to not let it get me, but it did.
Not his post full of crazy bullshit got me. No, the fact that some people who I considered to be my friends believed in his crap.
That, I didn’t see coming….
I just laughed when I read his post. Because, well who in the world would believe a conspiracy theory like that? I mean, people know me, right? They would never believe it. How wrong could I be.
I have dealed with bully’s all my life and I feel so stupid for thinking they would not poison a community like WordPress.
Wherever you have bully’s, there are people who are following them. Without thinking for themselves.
The thing I got worked up about is that the people who decided to follow this piece of work were people I never thought would.
Yes, I am naming people now, because I am not a hypocrite. If I have something to tell you, I will say it to your face.
I mean, Ionia? What the hell girl? You have my email, you could have contacted me and asked me what was going on. But no, you just decided to follow King Nothings BS instead. Lovely friend you are. Thanks for that. I know people will be very mad at me naming you, but you really let me down on this one.
And Steven? Weren’t you the one who warned Shane and me about Sahm in the first place? I remember you going all berserk on his ass after he made that first lying post about Shane. Strange, you just turned around 100% didn’t you?
Georgia? Having fun gossiping? What a coward you are. What the hell did I ever do to you? Just grow a pair and come tell that stuff to my face instead of making all nice with that creep! Please, stay of my blog.
And all of the others who are to much of a chicken to face me on my own blog, but just decided to ‘Like’ Sahm’s post? What’s that about? How in the world can you like something like that? Someone makes a video for 20 minutes because apparently we are that important to him. Damn, get a life Sahm! And calling me a whore? What the hell is that? How old are you anyway? Name-calling, nice… Just sharing a bit of hate, aren’t you? And going after my little cousin as well? She is 18 for crying out loud! It feels like high school all over again… Btw Bradley, I am quitting the RCC. Never thought you would do that and I am disappointed.
The saddest part of it all is that you all are adults. Most of you with a story, a life, sometimes a hard one. And still you don’t seem to be able to get your facts straight. I should pity you, but instead of that I am just sad that these kind of things happen here. Loyalty is too much of an effort for those who don’t practice it.
I am being trashed for something I can’t do shit about. Something I was devastated about, like everyone I am close to knows. And Shane told me why he put me through that hell. I am satisfied with his reasons, because I would have done the same. But here you are, not knowing shit, but trashing him all the same. Just because my brother doesn’t want to share whole his life story with everyone? How many of you do that? Honestly.
I write from the heart, my feelings are always real, but I don’t share everything either. I just do that with the people I feel close to. And they know exactly who they are.
Thanks guys, for having my back through all this crazy shit. I am so very sorry you have to read this crap on my blog. I promise you I am done with this after this rant. But I really have to get it off my chest.
But I guess I do owe someone a big thank you.
So, thank you Sahm King, for showing me who you really are. A pathetic stalker who can hold a grudge over nothing for months against someone who never did anything to you.
You were watching my Facebook? Because you wanted to keep your tabs on me? What the hell…?
Asking if my hubby knows about all this? Yes, he does. I tell him everything because he is the love of my life. You did keep your tabs on me right? Strange you missed that…
So does the rest of my family. They love Shane as well. Just because you don’t know him doesn’t mean people he cares about don’t.
But anyway, thank you for showing me who my real friends are. Turns out, I was too damn trustful once again and I feel stupid to have cared about all of those people.
Do not think for a second you can tear my brother and me apart, though. I know who he is, you don’t.
I will always have the backs of people I love and are loyal to me. No matter what. Even if the whole damn worlds are turning against us. I am stronger than that.
Wish I could say that about more of you…
A little advice to all of you:
(the second one is very important!!!)